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A Depressing Start To 2019

Things have not been great since 2019 started. Wait... It actually started getting crappy post-Christmas, pre-New years. I got the stomach flu on Dads birthday. Luckily it was only a bug that lasted a couple days.

On Dec. 31st Angel-Scars mom died. I visited and stayed with her on that day. We had fun despite the circumstances. I'm sure she appreciated the distraction.

I left for home on Jan. 3rd. By Jan. 4th I was sick with a chest cold that would later progress into a head-cold. I am just now starting to get better and getting my energy back.

On Jan. 7th Music Mans dad died. He called me to let me know since we had tentative plans that Thursday. He tried to keep it together but I could tell he was crying. Understandable. I've been calling every few days to check-in and see how things are going at his parents house with his mom and brother.

On Jan. 12th Megan's dad died. She called me yesterday to tell me and she was also in tears. Again, understandable why. I consoled her as best I could. She also told me that she needs another kidney transplant. She had one as a child, but it's wearing out due to age. I told her that if she can't find anyone in her family that would be willing to donate their kidney then I would give her mine. I encouraged that family members should be first since genetics play a significant part in compatibility, I assume. I told her to keep me posted and fill me in on the procedure when it gets to that point and it looks like I will be needed.

After getting off the phone with Megan I called Dad and Mom and said how much I loved them. It felt like the right thing to do given all the death and illness around me. It makes me fear that mine may be next.

What's the message here God?

9:23 a.m. - 2019-01-15

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