illusionless's Diaryland Diary

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Solutions

I feel better today and I took measures to help me feel better yesterday too.

I took a hot bubble bath and meditated. I find it easiest to meditate in a hot bubble bath because I am relaxed, naked and vulnerable spiritually, the loud fan in the bathroom casts any outside noise out, and whenever I take a hot bubble bath it feels like I'm purifying myself from my sins. I know it sounds strange, but whenever I take a bubble bath I always devote that time to God, prayer, mediation, and relaxation only. Nothing else.

Anyway I felt better after doing that. I studied for a bit and then talked to my friend Classicalman all night. We talked about many things.

Needless to say I slept all day, but I'm not upset about that right now.

during those conversations with Classicalman I looked over and printed out the application form for Paratranspo. I have no doubt that I'll at least get it for the winter months, which is what I need it for most. It's in my bad ready to go so my doctor can fill out her portion of the form.

I did some calculations and one week of taking paratranspo costs less than one cab ride! That's incredible! Much easier to live on!

I've also made a decision on how to pay off my remaining debt (it's not much) faster. I had come up with two choices (1) Pay my entire fun money budget for two months and it will be paid off by July, or (2) Pay entire fun money and food budget for May and get a food bank for that month and pay the last bit off in June, but still have money for food and fun and then begin saving up for July and August.

I think choice (2) would be the best course of action. I've only been to a food bank once when I was living with Angel-Scar. I can suck it up for this one month. I feel bad for people who have to go there every month. It's not something that should be looked down upon. We all need help sometimes.

I have also decided that I am not going to go for the extra year of my program to get the diploma. I am only going to get the certificate right now. Then I want to begin working and maybe down the road I will want to go for the diploma, but as of right now I want to start working and making money. I'm 26 and I will already be 27 by the time I get the certificate. Plus I have my SSW diploma as well. I think that is good for now. I can always go back or take random courses of interest part-time, when I have a full-time job. So that is my goal.

I'm going to devote my evening to reading the bible.

God bless.

5:44 p.m. - 2011-04-10

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