4:00 p.m. - 2019-02-15
Her gallbladder and liver were inflamed and infected. There was also a blockage so the doctors zapped those gall stones with a laser down her throat. She had to stay on a drip administering antibiotics to her system for a while, but now she can take the pills and relax at home. Her surgery will be in 4-6 weeks given that the infection has passed.
My stomach has been in knots worrying about her. I called her and Step-Dad multiple times a day to make sure everything was okay. He also sent mass e-mails to me, Brother, Sister, Grandma, and Grandpa to keep everyone posted.
I haven't eaten much due to the anxiety. I stepped on the scale and I have lost 2 pounds as a result. The walking and lack of meals is working. I'm at a new low weight and will continue to work at it. I plan to eat 2-3 meals a day like before once my stomach unknots.
Lord, you have given me lots of tests this year. What is your reasoning for this? Are you preparing me for something? My faith hasn't wavered. I'll always pray to you and seek your guidance and wisdom!